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presentable      only   on   the  score    of  his  celebrity�察  �and    put  forth   all  her 
coquetries and acplishments。             Apparently she succeeded in attracting 
his   admiration�察  �for   his   manner   towards   her   was   attentive   and   flattering。 
The   effect   of   his   presence   on   me   was   so   benignant�察  �especially   in   those 
renewals   of   our   old   tete´a´tete   wanderings�察  �when   he   poured   forth   to   me 
wonderful narratives of his professional experience�察�that more than once�察�
when his talk turned on the psychological relations of disease�察�the thought 
crossed   my   mind   that�察  �if   his   stay   with   me   were   long   enough�察  �I   might 
possibly bring myself to tell this man the secrets of my lot。                    Might there 
not lie some remedy for me�察�too�察�in his science�拭                 �Might there not at least 
lie   some   prehension   and   sympathy   ready   for             me   in   his   large   and 
susceptible mind�拭         �But the   thought only flickered   feebly now and then�察�
and died out before it could bee a wish。                    The horror I had of again 
breaking   in   on   the   privacy   of   another   soul�察  �made   me�察  �by   an   irrational 
instinct�察�draw the shroud of concealment more closely around my own�察�as 
we automatically perform the gesture we feel to be wanting in another。 
     When Meunier's visit was approaching its conclusion�察�there happened 
an   event   which   caused  some   excitement   in   our   household�察 �owing   to   the 
surprisingly strong effect it appeared to produce on Berthaon Bertha�察�the 
self´possessed�察  �who   usually   seemed   inaccessible   to   feminine   agitations�察�
and   did   even   her   hate in   a self´restrained   hygienic   manner。          This   event 
was the sudden severe illness of her maid�察�Mrs。 Archer。                      I have reserved 
to this moment the mention of a circumstance which had forced itself on 
my   notice   shortly   before   Meunier's   arrival�察  �namely�察  �that   there   had   been 
some quarrel between Bertha and this maid�察�apparently during a visit to a 
distant     family�察   �in  which     she   had    acpanied        her   mistress。     I   had 
overheard Archer   speaking   in   a   tone   of   bitter   insolence�察  �which   I   should 
have thought an adequate reason for immediate dismissal。                        No dismissal 
followed�察  �on   the   contrary�察  �Bertha   seemed   to   be   silently   putting   up   with 
personal inconveniences from the exhibitions of this woman's temper。                            I 
was   the   more   astonished   to   observe   that   her   illness   seemed   a   cause   of 
strong solicitude to Bertha�察�that she was at the bedside night and day�察�and 
would allow no one else to officiate as head´nurse。                   It happened that our 
family   doctor   was   out   on   a   holiday�察  �an   accident   which   made   Meunier's 
presence in the house doubly wele�察�and he apparently entered into the 
case   with   an   interest   which   seemed   so   much   stronger   than   the   ordinary 
professional   feeling�察  �that   one   day   when   he   had   fallen   into   a   long   fit   of 
silence after visiting her�察�I said to him ´ 
     ;Is this a very peculiar case of disease�察�Meunier�拭─�
     ;No�察─�he answered�察 �it is an attack of peritonitis�察�which will be fatal�察�
but   which   does   not   differ   physically   from   many   other   cases   that   have 
e under my observation。              But I'll tell you what I have on my mind。 
I   want    to  make    an   experiment     on   this  woman�察     �if  you   will  give    me 
permission。       It can do her no harmwill give her no painfor I shall not 
make it until life is extinct to all purposes of sensation。              I want to try the 
effect   of transfusing   blood   into   her   arteries   after   the   heart has   ceased   to 
beat for some minutes。 I have tried the experiment again and again with 
animals that have died of this disease�察�with astounding results�察�and I want 
to try it on a human subject。          I have the small tubes necessary�察�in a case I 
have with me�察�and the rest of the apparatus could be prepared readily。                      I 
should use my own bloodtake it from my own arm。                     This woman won't 
live through the night�察�I'm convinced�察�and I want you to promise me your 
assistance in making the experiment。             I can't do without another hand�察�but 
it   would   perhaps   not   be   well   to   call   in   a   medical   assistant   from   among 
your    provincial     doctors。    A   disagreeable      foolish   version    of  the   thing 
might get abroad。; 
     ;Have   you   spoken   to   my   wife   on   the   subject�拭─  �I   said�察   �because   she 
appears   to   be   peculiarly   sensitive   about   this   woman�此      �she   has   been   a 
favourite maid。; 
     ;To tell you the truth�察─�said Meunier�察 �I don't want her to know about it。 
There are always insuperable difficulties with women in these matters�察�and 
the effect on the supposed dead body may be startling。                 You and I will sit 
up   together�察  �and   be   in   readiness。  When   certain   symptoms   appear   I   shall 
take you in�察�and at the right moment we must manage to get every one else 
out of the room。; 
     I need not give our  farther conversation on   the subject。               He  entered 
very   fully   into   the   details�察  �and   overcame   my   repulsion   from   them�察  �by 
exciting in me a mingled awe and curiosity concerning the possible results 
of his experiment。 
     We prepared everything�察�and he instructed me in my part as assistant。 
He had not told Bertha of his absolute conviction that Archer would not 
survive through the  night�察�and   endeavoured   to   persuade her  to   leave the 
patient and take a night's rest。         But she was obstinate�察�suspecting the fact 
that death was at hand�察�and supposing that he wished merely to save her 
nerves。     She     refused    to  leave   the  sick´room。      Meunier       and   I  sat  up 
together   in   the   library�察  �he   making   frequent   visits   to   the   sick´room�察  �and 
returning     with   the   information     that   the  case   was    taking   precisely    the 
course he expected。         Once he said to me�察 �Can you imagine any cause of 
ill´ feeling this woman has against her mistress�察�who is so devoted to her�拭─�
     ;I   think   there   was   some   misunderstanding   between   them   before   her 
illness。    Why do you ask�拭─�
     ;Because I have observed for the last five or six hourssince�察�I fancy�察�
she has lost all hope of recoverythere seems a strange prompting in her 
to say something which pain and failing strength forbid her to utter�察�and 
there is a look of hideous meaning in her eyes�察�which she turns continually 
towards her mistress。         In   this disease   the mind often remains   singularly 
clear to the last。; 
     ;I   am   not   surprised   at   an   indication   of   malevolent   feeling   in   her�察─  �I 
said。    ;She   is   a   woman   who   has   always   inspired   me   with   distrust   and 
dislike�察 �but   she   managed   to   insinuate herself  into   her   mistress's   favour。; 
He was silent after this�察�looking at the fire with an air of absorption�察�till he 
went upstairs again。        He stayed away longer than usual�察�and on returning�察�
said to me quietly�察 �e now。; 
     I followed him to the chamber where death was hovering。                      The dark 
hangings of the large bed made a background that gave a strong relief to 
Bertha's pale face as I entered。          She started forward as she saw me enter�察�
and then looked at   Meunier with   an   expression of  angry inquiry�察  �but   he 
lifted up his hand as it to impose silence�察�while he fixed his glance on the 
dying woman and felt her pulse。 The face was pinched and ghastly�察�a cold 
perspiration was on the   forehead�察 �and the eyelids   were lowered so   as   to 
conceal   the   large   dark   eyes。     After   a   minute   or   two�察  �Meunier   walked 
round to the other side of the bed where Bertha stood�察�and with his usual 
air of gentle politeness towards her begged her to leave the patient under 
our careeverything should be done for hershe was no longer in a state 
to   be   conscious     of   an  affectionate     presence。     Bertha     was    hesitating�察�
apparently   almost   willing   to   believe   his   assurance   and   to   ply。      She 
looked round at the ghastly dying face�察�as if to read the confirmation of 
that assurance�察�when for a moment the lowered eyelids were raised again�察�
and it seemed as if the eyes were looking towards Bertha�察�but blankly。                        A 
shudder   passed   through   Bertha's   frame�察  �and   she   returned   to   her   station 
near the pillow�察�tacitly implying that she would not leave the room。 
     The   eyelids   were   lifted   no   more。      Once   I   looked   at   Bertha   as   she 
watched   the   face   of   the   dying   one。    She   wore   a   rich   peignoir�察  �and   her 
blond   hair   was   half   covered   by   a   lace   cap�此   �in   her   attire   she   was�察  �as 
always�察�an elegant woman�察�fit to figure in a picture of modern aristocratic 
life�此  �but I asked myself how that face of hers could ever have seemed to 
me   the   face   of   a   woman   born   of   woman�察  �with   memories   of   childhood�察�
capable   of   pain�察    �needing   to   be   fondled�拭    �The   features    at   that  moment 
seemed   so   preternaturally   sharp�察  �the   eyes   were   so   hard   and   eagershe 
looked like a cruel immortal�察�finding her spiritual feast in the agonies of a 
dying race。       For across those hard features there came something like a 
flash   when   the   last   hour   had   been   breathed   out�察  �and   we   all   felt   that   the 
dark veil had pletely fallen。             What secret was there between Bertha 
and this woman�拭         �I turned my eyes from her with a horrible dread lest my 
insight    should     return�察  �and   I  should    be   obliged    to  see   what    had   been 
breeding about two unloving women's hearts。                   I felt that Bertha had been 
watching for the moment of death as the sealing of her secret�此                     �I thanked 
Heaven it could remain sealed for me。 
     Meunier said quietly�察 �She is gone。;              He then gave his arm to Bertha�察�
and she submitted to be led out of the room。 
     I suppose it was at her order that two female attendants came into the 
room�察    �and    dismissed     the   younger     one   who     had   been    present    before。 
When they entered�察�Meunier had already opened the artery in the long thin 
neck that lay rigid on the pillow�察�and I dismissed them�察�ordering them to 
remain at a distance till we rang�此           �the doctor�察�I said�察�had an operation to 
performhe was not sure about the death。                For the next twenty minutes I 
forgot   everything   but   Meunier   and   the   experiment   in   which   he   was   so 
absorbed�察�that I think his senses would 
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